Friday, July 02, 2004
unwell
my eyes want to shut. my back hurt. i want to sleep. i want to rest.good thing it's already friday. for the past 8 weeks of my life
there are two things i miss the most. one is having bestfriend
around and the other, sleep. A five hour sleep these days
is already a luxury for there is just so much to do. been quite
busy with work and sam being sick and then there's her upcoming
birthday party. but i can't complain. i'd have to say those waking hours are hours well spent...really. but then there remains the fact that i am still a human...with all its limits and vulnerabilities...
i sometimes wonder why God made do with just 24 hours a day. i mean, it's just not enough. if only he made it 30 or 32 maybe... then i'd..
...read a new book for it's been a while since i last read one
...watch a two hour movie on cable
...have longer conversations with my sis and mom
...write
...draw
...play more games and read more books with sam
...plan for a business concept
...study reading and speaking Jap
...work out with Billy Blank's Taebo VCDs
...clean our room
...have some sort of beauty ritual or something
...comb my hair more often
...go shopping
...take pictures
believe me, i can go on till midnight listing the things i want to do but can't. oh well, enough of that, my optimistic self mumbles something like being thankful for what i have or something to that effect. ok ok i'll shut up. which reminds me, lately i've been getting confused on what and how i should look at things. one moment i'm all frustrated of how things
went and another minute i realize it's selfish thinking that way. Talk about self censorship on the mental level.
something tells me this is not good and that i'm thinking too much and that i should stop writing already.
"All night
Hearing voices telling me
that I should get some sleep
Because tomorrow might be good for something"
babyburn at 1:32 PM
1 Comments
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at 10:19 PM
min said... i love matchbox 20! :D bent!!!
your hoping for more hours a day as i always do too, i just remembered one of Mother Teresa's words of wisdom which I think goes like this: God gave us 24 hours a day to make the most out of it and it's enough for us to do good deeds (i bet that's the reason why she wakes up at 3 or 4 am everyday to begin to pray and afterwards, go through the rest of the day helping souls in Calcutta)
... and I think she said this also, if not, then I would like to add... if there are still unfinished business for a day, then that's when tomorrow will be useful.
berns! nakiuso na rin ako, my blog na ko :P haay, di ako sanay... minminvl.blogspot.com