Wednesday, August 18, 2004
mixed up (ii)
you wouldn't believe what happened...i turned down a job that would pay me almost double of what i was getting in absi...and i'm happy. i'm just so relieved that i was finally able to decide after several grueling sessions of thinking, computation, reflection and of course...prayer.
i mean, i am now a living proof, that money really is not everything. whew. and boy was i glad that i made that decision with bestfriend. but it didn't come easy i tell you, with the prices of every basic commodity now on the rise...and sam's expenses in school and ... ooops...i better stop now before i regret it.
anyways, again, it was another "fork" in a my path. i have sure been getting a lot of it lately. why the decision? well simple...it just doesn't feel right. who would ever thought that looking for a job is very much like looking for The One. it's just that i wish i as good at the former as i was on the latter. right bi?
oh well, as they say, when in doubt ... fart..i mean...don't. and besides i have come to appreciate this humble career of mine, the small group of friends i've had, the comfort from familiarity, this may not be ideal. i may get pissed every now and then.but this is good...for now that is. i still can't consider it The One but who knows?like love, it will just hit you when you least expect it...
babyburn at 4:50 PM